Pushing 110!

Today, me and my little girl did some errands. And I was wearing a capri... size 5!!! It's a little bigger for my size but I just used a belt to make sure it's not going to fall. I usually wear a size 2 or 3... but it just feels good sometimes to wear something that I can actually breath. I am just dissappointed at myself because I been gaining all these weights... I should be loosing it to keep myself healthy. It keeps on flactuating. I have to learn how to eat small portion at a time. It just that whenever I eat rice I just keep on adding and adding some more. The next thing I know, I've eat the whole serving already. Well, maybe the whole serving is a bit exaggarated, but just to think about it makes me wonder if I can still lose the weights.

For some people 110 may not be that much but I am a tiny person and 110 is not ideal anymore. Before I got pregnant I was around 95lbs and by that time I was already feeling bloated. Yup... my sisters keeps telling me that I was getting fat... at 95lbs. I've always been skinny and our family has always been skinny. So for me to gain this much and not being able to lose it is such a headache.

I've considered a lot of stuff already to lose the weight: fat burners and diet pills, the good old exercise stuff. But I always end up not doing them. I think I need like a buddy that will push me to do the exercise and will serve as motivations. Back in the days... me and my friends goes to the gym but our goal that time was to be able to gain more weights. Now its the other way around. I used to always complain before of how difficult it is to gain weights and I have a friend that's a little chubby and she always says its losing the weight that's difficult. Now I share her dilemma.

I guess I just need the motivations and dedications to losing weight. That's all the it takes... oh and maybe some time for myself. With the incident that happen to me last week I really need to start doing something.

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