Focus on the reward

This weekend I finished the design for my client. And I absolutely love how it turns out. Love the color as well and the elements that was added to it. I just love it when my client gets excited on what I made for them. But anyway, I should be ready to install it this week and I will be starting another design. This next one will be sort of a country style due to the fact that the graphics she had chosen has the country elements. Though I'm not really sure if that's what she likes. I still have to find out. Just have to finish the other one first and before starting with the other. Before what I did was work on 2 projects at a time and it gets a little stressed out, specially I am not just designing, I also have to study for school, take care of my daughter, clean our house, do the laundry, cook, etc etc. Well, you know the usual work for a stay at home mom and a student.

It was a nice plan though when I haven't started school yet. For me to stay home and take care of our girl and then I got to a point where I am getting bored so I decided to go back to school and take up nursing. Totally the opposite of what I am doing... graphic designs...from computer science to nursing career.

For the most part the reason I am trying to get into nursing is because I still want to be able to stay with my daughter, maybe just work 2 or 3 days and still be able to have plenty of time to take care of her. And then of course, money wise I'll be earning more and help my husband with the bills. Well, I didn't really imagine that it will be difficult. See back in the days, I didn't really have a hard time with school... but I guess I really never taken into consideration that before I was single, not working and totally focused with school. Now, not only that I am married I also have a child and have responsibility in life. Whew! Too much stuff on my plate.

It almost feels like if I put all of these together, I can have the most stressful part of my life and the work nightmare at the same time if I can get through with this, I can also have the most rewarding part... I think I just need to channel my thinking with the reward so the difficulty will all be worth it.

It's like when you are trying different acne treatment. You keep on trying everything and hoping that the next one will be the best acne treatment you ever had. You keep on trying and not giving up and in the end hopefully you'll get the reward that you are supposed to have.

Oh well, it's life... its definitely not boring.