I've gained weight, loss some but I just can't go back to the weight that I had before I got married. I don't think I want to be that skinny anyway. Anyway, I am fine with my current weight now, well maybe just loss 5 more pounds and then my body just need some toning, more walks and exercise.
Through those process (losing and gaining weights) I have never really change/upgraded my wardrobe specially my jeans. If you look at my closet, I still have jeans that don't even fit me anymore. I've donated most of it but I've noticed that I rarely wear my rocawear jeans anymore. It barely fits me anymore. The other day I was going through some of my jeans and looking for something I can wear, after staring at them for a while, I finally decided to just wear shorts. I just don't want to tug and pull all those skinny jeans and tight one and I can barely breath on it.
My biggest issue is that I never really shop for my current body size. I always have this thinking at the back of my mind that I am still losing weight and those jeans that I have in my closet, I will be able to wear them. For the mean time, whenever I shop I always ends up buying something that is tight and don't have room for me to breath. I have this thinking that I am trying to lose weight so if I buy a jeans that is a bigger size, I won't be able to use it when I lose some weight.
I was wrong... I should have been dressing up my current body size, instead of anticipating for something that may not happen. So now I am stuck with a bunch of jeans that are too tight.




